Just a continuation of my last post...
Just wanted too add something kind of neat.
When I was looking at the porn it wasn't exciting... Like let me explain- it was still satisfying- BUT it was also kind of like- whhhy am I doing this? There isn't any point in this.
So I'm staring at the screen liking what I see, but at the same time going- this is not at all what I'm into.
I think its a combination of emotional and physical desire. My emotional desire remembers when I was looking at it and just wasl oving it -- now my emotional look on it is one that does not like it- so it makes it not as desireable. My physical desire is strong as ever though.
Ok maybe that didn't make sense... it made sense when I was thinking about it :P.
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How's it been going? I know it's only been a couple days since your start, but I would like to hear how you have been successful! Don't quit!
ReplyDeleteHope you are still going strong. We can do this.
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