Well- long time since I've posted... Its been a great past 18 days-- up until now.
It was a laid back morning this morning and yep... You guessed it, I messed up.
I'm glad that I'm not having troubles like every other day / day... but it still ticks me off that I can't quit fully. Anyway starting April 2nd I want too go for the whole month of April... and further ;).
And no, this is not some sick April fools joke... I'm ticked right now..
Reason for Failure? -----> Self-pity and self-deception... You've gone such a 'long' time without looking at it... why not look at some? You don't have too look at much? You should feel sad from being away from it for so long... Why not just a quick look? etc... Those were the questions and feelings going through my mind this morning.
Anyway. There it is. I did make it till April- the whole month of March with NO failures, no bikini images, no staring at models, no reading anything. Truly great feeling to be so 'normal'... well then again so many people do it... so is it abnormal not too? Hmmm
Good luck guys who read this blog!
God bless you and I am hoping to go all of April... and beyond hopefully :)
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