Oh my gosh... why?

Gah, really mad with myself. I know its only 4 days, but maybe thats partly why I'm so mad. I was doing GREAT up untill like 20 minutes ago and then I just was like hmmm I'm bored. So bam I turned the computer on and looked at like two pages of Google images of some nudity. Its like what the heck? 

I quickly closed it of course... I felt horrible... Now I'm writing this. 

Its very frustrating. 

These next two weeks I won't really have time too look at pornography though, so that will be good. :) But its amazing how one can make time even if there is none -_-. 

So yep... Well... Starting again. 

March 13, 2009 <--- Friday <--- failed. 

I want to go until at least April and beyond but right now I'm setting my sights on April. That is only 18 days away. I know its possible. 18 days is nothing. I should easily do that. I just am too busy and too much too do to be wasting time on pornography. Plus its other bad side affects. I really need to change. I want myself to be a new man, a Godly man, a man that God can say, well done good and faithful. Well done.

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*EDIT*

I want too add, I am going to try to avoid the use of computer, change where my computer is too  more centralized locaation. So I hopefully won't be posting. 

So until I post, I'm doing well :). If I post it will be because I failed or I'm just doing really well! :D 

So untill then, good luck. 

(Note, I considered not telling you guys... but then I realized the only person I'd be lying too is myself and thats not the way to quit!)