I have completed 16 days of solid time away from pornography. This is the longest I have gone without pornography- whilst still using the computer on a regular basis / and or turning away from an urge! Its really amazing to see the change in my life from it. I am overall happier, more content, better in my work life, and gentler with family and friends. I do not feel the need to hide what I am doing on the computer, I can feel quite open about others being on the computer and not worrying about -did I erase my history and such.
Its really great, but what I want to do is to remind myself, I have a weakness for porn, I have found that out over the past 8 months or so as I have struggled and culminated into this blog.
I want to remind myself on Day 17 that I still am weak, that I can't become overconfident and that I still want to never go back to porn, I want to be a new man and I want to never have to struggle with this problem again.
I think part of my success is just staying busy with work, friends, and avoiding lustful thoughts / masturbation. So that is all good!
Anyway, I am continuing to pray for you if you struggle with this.
God bless.
Man, I know what you mean. I use to get so paranoid when I would look at porn, and then others are on the pc and I'm like, crap, did I delete the history? What if the find a site I looked at, etc. Nice to not have to deal with that.
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