Well I've been doing well - for the most part.
I've come close a few times, searching google images for provocative thigns like cheerleaders, bikini, models etc... And well that has kind of brought back the 'ole' memories and lusts.
I did see a couple nude pictures but unlike many times before, I did not dwell nor did I start going to a porn site. It was just meh nudity and then moooving on.
I'm not going to say I broke my streak, I have come close but nothing like going to a porn site, seeing sex, reading about it, watching it etc.
So for the most part I'm happy. (and the above time where I saw nudity was just once by the way).
If you think I should start over though, definitely tell me. :-).
I've been busy, and will be busy this upcoming week, really busy this upcoming week... So it should be good. But I also struggle when I am busy too because I get stressed and resort to porn.
Its a difficult thing to get out of my mind. I really hate why we are attracted to girls! *sigh*
God has a plan in it all.
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