Day 2

Day 2 went well other than what I said yesterday... after my - very close - failure, I stopped and turned the computer off right away- so in the end it was fine! Yeh! 

Day 3 so far has gone well... Lots of work that is keeping me busy...

Staying busy helps, helps fight that feeling of 'something is missing'... 

Triggers-

What are your triggers? Understand and know your triggers that way you can turn away. 

For me it can be anything from a skimpy-ly dressed girl, too seeing/hearing the word porn... it gets me thinking that direction, and when that happens its hard to say no... Yesterday I saw some girls in bikini's and body paint, close to nudity, I know, it was SO hard to say no because I was this close *holds up fingers*... 

So when you have a trigger that triggers you into those thoughts, try to avoid them! If you can't try to learn other ways that when you are confronted with a trigger to get your mind off it and change! 

God bless! Looking forward to a good day 3 :)