I went onto Amazon.com and well one of the things on their front page was Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Edition, with a gorgeous babe on the front cover... anyways, I was like what can be the problem in looking at a swimsuit picture... can't be much bad in that, right? Well I looked, read some reviews, mainly trying to think up reasons why I should go look at porn...
I then went to google image search and searched sports illustrated body-paint (one of the things listed on the amazon site)... was quite pleased to see pretty girls, but was upset at not seeing really 'anything' just... them... just the faces... not enough 'skin'... Anyway I was kind of annoyed with that, and started to go for hard core stuff... then I put my hand up. thought for a second, and closed my browser.
I'm so thankful God gave me the strenght, I'm only on day two and I would have felt EXTREMELY discouraged if I had looked. I doubt I'll look tonight because I'm going to be shutting down soon... So, I wish you all luck, thank you for your prayers, you and every other porn addict is in mine.
"Fight the good fight"
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